MN-111 FEB06
ONE BY ONE AS THEY OCCURRED – ANUPADA
SUTTA
MN-111
ONE
BY ONE AS THEY OCCURRED
ANUPADA
SUTTA
Ven.
Bhante Vimalaramsi
Introduced by Khanti Khema
Dhamma
talk: 20-Feb-06, Joshua Tree, California
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B. V. speaking, |
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B. V. reading the sutta |
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student speaking |
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speaking not clearly heard |
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TT:
00:00
Introduction of speaker.
BV:
This particular sutta is really
interesting, because the Buddha is
describing Sariputta’s practice in
meditation, and the states that he went
through and what he saw while he was in
each one of the meditation states. So….
MN: 1]
Thus have I heard. On one occasion the
Blessed One was living at Savatthi in
Jeta's Grove, Anathapindika’s Park.
There he addressed the monks thus:
"Monks." - "Venerable, sir," they
replied. The Blessed One said this:
2]
"Monks, Sariputta is wise; Sariputta has
great wisdom; Sariputta has wide wisdom;
Sariputta has joyous wisdom;
BV: I
like that one.
MN:
Sariputta
has quick wisdom; Sariputta has keen
wisdom; Sariputta has penetrative
wisdom. During half a month, monks,
Sariputta gained insight into states one
by one as they occurred. Now Sariputta’s
insights into states one by one as they
occurred were this:
BV:
Before we get going too far-
The word "wisdom" is one of those words
that, everybody is supposed to know what
the definition is, but nobody really has
a clear idea of what that word means. In
Buddhism, any time the word "wisdom" is
used, it is referring directly to seeing
Dependent Origination. When you see
Dependent Origination and how it works,
You’re developing your wisdom, you’re
developing insight into the true nature
of everything that arises. So anytime
you see the word "Wisdom", it’s actually
referring to Dependent Origination.
MN: 3]
"Here, monks, quite secluded from
sensual pleasures, secluded from
unwholesome states,
BV:
How do you become secluded from sensual
pleasures? You guys can’t answer that,
These guys have to work with it.
(Laughs)
Hun?
How do you become secluded from sensual
pleasures?
Actually, while you’re sitting in your
meditation, you’re sitting with your
eyes closed. The sensual pleasure of
seeing is not there. It’s secluded. If
you hear a sound, the directions are: as
soon as your mind[‘s attention] goes to
that distraction, let it go, relax come
back to your object of meditation. You
don’t get involved in the content of
what that sound is about. If someone is
talking, you don’t get involved in the
conversation. You just hear it as sound,
let it be, relax, and come back. And
taste, and smell, and touch. So when
you’re secluded from sensual pleasures,
it means not getting involved with
whatever sensual pleasure it is that
arises. Not get caught about: how much
you like this sight or this sound, or
this touch, or taste, or smell, but
seeing it for what it is. It is just
this. And it’s alright for it to be
there. But you allow it to be, relax,
and come back to your object of
meditation.
Now,
"secluded from unwholesome states", what
does that mean? Being secluded from
unwholesome states. Being secluded from
unwholesome states means letting go of
all hindrances. As you mind begins to
become more calm, more at ease,
hindrances will not have a tendency to
arise at that time.
TT:
05:10
MN:
Sariputta
entered upon and abided in the first
Jhana, which is accompanied by thinking
and examining thought, with joy and
pleasure born of seclusion.
BV:
The way jhana occurs is: you’re working
with a distraction, a hindrance of one
kind or another, whatever it happens to
be, and as you let it go and relax and
come back to your object of meditation,
it begins to get weaker, and weaker,
until finally it doesn’t arise anymore.
When it doesn’t arise anymore, you have
a real sense of relief. And right after
that relief, you feel joy arising.
Now
there’s five different kinds of joy. The
first kind of joy is like goose bumps;
it’s there for just a brief moment, and
then it goes away. The next kind of joy
is, it’s like a flash of lightening,
it’s real intense for a very short
period of time, and then that fades
away. The next kind of joy is like
you’re standing in the ocean, and you
have these waves of joy come over you.
It’s just wave after wave. Now these
three kinds of joy can happen to anyone
for any reason. When the conditions are
right, these kinds of joy will arise.
The last two kinds of joy, only arise
through mental development. The next
kind of joy is called uplifting joy, you
feel very light in your mind, and light
in your body. You feel very happy, and
there’s excitement in it. The last kind
of joy is called all pervading joy. And
it just kind of comes out of everywhere;
it just kind of bubbles over and just
kind of comes through your whole body.
Now when you’re looking at Buddha
images, quite often you’ll look at a
Buddha image, and you’ll see that their
eyes are partially open. The artist is
showing the all pervading joy. And it
happens when the joy is very deep.
You’ll be sitting in meditation, this
joy arises, it feels very good, doesn’t
have near as much excitement in it. But
your mind is very alert and very calm.
But there’s a happiness about whatever
you see. When you’re sitting, all of a
sudden this joy arises, and your eyes
open up. And you think: "Well, that was
strange." So you close your eyes, and
your eyes open up. So you close your
eyes. And you eyes open up. And you say:
"Well, ok, you want to be open, stay
open!" But this is what the artist is
trying to show with the eyes partially
open in the Buddha images. Now, in the
first jhana, and if you’ll remember what
I was saying about jhana, the word "jhana"
quite often in this country is
translated as "concentration". Actually,
the word "jhana" means a stage of your
meditation. It’s just a level of your
understanding about Dependent
Origination. It’s just a level. The joy
arises, right after that, when it fades
away you feel very comfortable in your
mind and in your body. This feeling is
what the Buddha called sukha in Pāli,
that is happiness. And your mind doesn’t
wander very much in your meditation;
your mind doesn’t wander away. It stays
with your meditation; you feel very
peaceful, and very calm. In Pāli, the
word for that is "ekaggatā". And if you
look up the word in the dictionary, "ekagga",
it means tranquility, it means
peacefulness, it means stillness of
mind. Ekaggatā means the act of this
stillness.
TT:
10:30
So
these are the things that Sariputta
experienced in the first jhana.
MN: 4]
"And those states in the first Jhana -
the thinking, the examining, the joy,
the happiness, and the unification of
mind;
BV:
Those are the five factors right there.
Then he says:
MN:
The contact, feeling, perception,
volition and mind;
BV:
The five aggregates are present in that
jhana. Then it says:
MN:
the enthusiasm, decision, energy,
mindfulness, equanimity, and attention -
these states were defined by him one by
one as they occurred; known to him those
states arose, known they were present,
known they disappeared.
BV:
What are we talking about right here?
We’re talking about impermanence. You’re
seeing impermanence while you are in the
jhana; You’re seeing these things arise
and pass away, one by one, as they
occur. They don’t necessarily follow the
order that they’re given here; they kind
of come up whenever they’re going to
come up.
MN: He
understood thus: ‘So indeed, these
states, not having been, come into
being; having been, they vanish.’
BV:
Impermanence again.
MN:
Regarding those states, he abided
un-attracted,
BV: He
didn’t grab onto it, try to hold on to
them.
MN:
un-repelled,
BV: He
didn’t try to push then away, stop them
from happening.
MN:
independent,
BV: He
saw the true nature of all of these
states as being impersonal, anatta,
impersonal. I don’t like the definition
of "anatta" being "not self", because so
many people misunderstand that. When you
say "impersonal", you see it as part of
a process; when you see "not self", you
get confused.
MN:
detached,
BV:
Again, impersonal.
MN:
free,
BV:
Again, impersonal.
MN:
dissociated, with a mind rid of
barriers. He understood: ‘There is an
escape beyond this,’ and with the
cultivation of that attainment, he
confirmed that there is.
BV:
So, he got into the first jhana, he knew
there’s still more work to be done. But
while he was in the jhana, he was seeing
impermanence. Anyone that sees
impermanence, sees a form of
unsatisfactoriness, because we want
things to be permanent, and when it’s
not, there’s this little dissatisfaction
that arises. And we’re seeing the
impersonal nature of all of these
different states as they arise and pass
away. You don’t have any control over
these; they happen when the conditions
are right for them to arise. There’s no
"me"; there’s no "my"; there’s no "I".
So you’re seeing anicca, dukkha, anatta,
while you are in the jhana. You’re also
seeing the five aggregates. This is very
key. Seeing these things, and we’ll get
to see that Sariputta saw these things
all the way up to the realm of
nothingness. Seeing the five aggregates,
in the Saṃyutta Nikāya, there’s a
section on the five aggregates, and it
says that the five aggregates and the
four foundations of mindfulness are the
same thing. So when you’re practicing,
and getting into the jhana, by adding
that extra step of relaxing, you’re
practicing the four foundations of
mindfulness, while you’re in the jhana.
TT:
15:39
MN:
5]
"Again, monks, with the stilling of
thinking and examining thought,
Sariputta entered and abided in the
second Jhana, which has self-confidence
and stillness of mind without thinking
and examining thought, with joy and
happiness born of collectedness.
BV:
Now here, it says: "concentration", but
I don’t like to use the word
"concentration" because it’s
misunderstood. Just about everybody that
practices concentration, they’re
practicing an absorption kind of
concentration. When you’re reading a
book and you’re really concentrated, and
somebody comes up and you don’t even
know they’re there because you’re so
absorbed in what you’re reading. That’s
concentration. But what the Buddha was
talking about, because you have these
five aggregates, is a collected kind of
mind. It’s a mind that’s peaceful; it’s
a mind that’s still, and tranquil, but
it’s alert to everything else around
you. You see, when we’re talking about
the five aggregates here, they use the
word, instead of "body" they use the
word "contact". In order for there to be
contact, you have to have a body. But
you don’t necessarily notice your body
until there is contact. When there is a
touch, then you know that body is still
around. And this is one of the things
that happens in absorption concentration
is your mind becomes so absorbed in your
object of meditation that you lose all
feeling of the body. I’ve been to
meditation centers where people are
practicing concentration, and the way we
find out if they’re really concentrated
or not, just come up and touch them.
They don’t know. Make loud noises right
beside them. They don’t know. They don’t
have full awareness. They have a deeply
concentrated mind, but they don’t have
awareness around them. They can’t feel
the contact. The contact with the ear,
the contact with the body, they can’t
feel that when they get to deep stages
of concentration. But as you’ll see
here, even when you get into the arupa
jhanas, you still have that contact, and
if you’re in an arupa jhana, and I walk
up to you and I say: "I need to talk to
you right now." You will hear that. And
then you make a decision of whether
you’re going to break your sitting or
not. So, this particular sutta is very
important because it’s showing that
there is full awareness while you’re in
a jhana. And what’s the difference
between absorption concentration and the
samatha vipassana? The samatha vipassana
has that one extra step of relaxing.
When you put that in, that changes the
entire meditation. And this is the thing
that made the Buddha’s teaching so
unique from whatever was being taught by
other teachers at that time.
TT:
20:05
MN: 6]
"And the states in the second Jhana -
the self-confidence,
BV:
Now why do you have self confidence when
you’re starting to develop your deeper
stages of meditation? Because you’re
really starting to understand the
process of Dependent Origination and
you’re starting to see it as being an
impersonal process. You’re starting to
see. Now yesterday I was telling
everyone I want you to see how your
mind’s movement works. What happens? How
does it happen? As you start seeing
that, you start seeing individual parts
of Dependent Origination and you see
that there is a cause and effect; when
this arises, then that arises. When you
let go of the craving, when you let go
of that tension and tightness caused by
that mind’s attention and its movement,
there’s no clinging. There’s no habitual
tendency arising. At that moment, you
have a very clear mind. It’s alert,
there’s no thoughts, and you bring that
mind’s attention back to your object of
meditation. So you can see that
Sariputta’s experience, while he was in
each one of these jhanas is a lot
different than the ones that are being
described as absorption concentration.
Now-
(Repeats)
MN: 6] "And the states in the second
Jhana - the self-confidence,
BV:
You start actually seeing it and you
start believing that this stuff is real,
and you get a lot of confidence when you
do that.
MN:
the joy,
BV:
The joy that arises in the second jhana
is stronger; you feel much lighter in
your mind; you feel much lighter in your
body. I’ve had students that they say
they feel so light when they come to
give me an interview. They feel so light
that they had to open up their eyes
because they thought that they were
going to hit the ceiling. That’s how
light they felt.
MN:
the happiness,
BV:
The happiness you experience, more
comfort, very, very nice, peaceful calm
feeling, in your mind and in your body.
You don’t have a lot of pains arising
because of this comfort.
MN:
and the unification of mind; the
contact, feeling, perception, volition,
and mind;
BV:
Five aggregates again.
MN:
the enthusiasm, decision, energy,
mindfulness, equanimity, and attention -
these states were defined by him one by
one as they occurred; known to him those
states arose, known they were present,
known they disappeared.
BV:
He’s seeing anicca, dukkha, anatta, in
every one of the jhanas.
Now,
the enthusiasm. As you begin to see how
the Dependent Origination works, how,
when craving arises, it always manifests
as a tension and tightness, and that you
can let go of that and relax and come
back to your object of meditation, you
start to get a little bit of enthusiasm
about that; this stuff works. And, I
don’t want you to believe me. And I
don’t want you to believe the Buddha.
See it for yourself. See whether it
works or not.
TT:
24:50
The
decision:
Now this is always an interesting aspect
of the meditation. You have a choice,
while you’re meditating, you can either
get caught by thoughts or feelings,
sensations, emotions, or not; it’s up to
you. What arises in the present moment
dictates what happens in the future.
Your choice is: what will happen in the
future. If you decide to stay with that
emotion, that sadness, dissatisfaction,
or whatever, you grab onto it, you can
look forward to that happening over and
over again, you can look forward to
suffering. Or, you can see it for what
it really is, and you let it go and
relax, and come back to your object of
meditation. When you do that, you can
look forward to the release from the
suffering. That’s the third noble truth.
I’ve
always been amazed at the use of the
word "enlightenment". If I tell you
something you don’t know, then I’ve
enlightened you. If you let go of
craving and come back to your object of
meditation with that clear mind, that
moment is an enlightening moment,
because there’s no craving, there’s only
this pure unadulterated mind that you’re
bringing back to your object of
meditation. So they talk about the
Buddha being enlightened; well in a lot
of ways, he was truly enlightened. But
the word "Buddha" doesn’t mean the
enlightened one, it means the awakened
one. When you let go of craving, and you
do it enough, so that a hindrance fades
away, you become more and more awake as
to how the process works. So when it
comes to the word "enlightenment", I
kind of back away from that, but the
Buddha teaches us how to be more and
more awake, more and more alert to how
we cause our own suffering. There’s not
another person in this world that causes
your suffering. You cause your own
suffering by the decision of when that
feeling arises, and it’s a painful
feeling, and you don’t like it, of
grabbing on to that and trying to
control it and fight with it, and then
you wind up saying things and doing
things that cause suffering for yourself
and other people around you. But it’s
your choice; it’s your decision. When
you become more and more awake as to how
this process works, you start seeing and
becoming more aware of how you cause
your own suffering, and you start
letting that go, more, and more, and
more. And then your mind starts to get
into a state of equanimity. And with
that, there’s no more reaction: act like
you always act when this particular
feeling arises. You start letting go of
the old reactions and you start
responding in a new way, in a way that
has happiness and leads to happiness for
yourself and everybody else around you.
TT:
29:55
Now
the next part of this, the energy, is
real interesting. Now, when people first
start meditating and they finally get in
and they get some joy and they get in
the first jhana, they get real
enthusiastic. But it’s time to break it
for one reason or another, and then you
come back and you sit down and you say:
"I’m going to have that one again."
Well, actually, you wind up putting too
much energy into it and you wind up
getting restless. And then you have to
work with the restlessness. The energy
is really interesting because it’s not
always the same every time. You have to
nudge it a little bit this way or a
little bit that way. It’s like being on
a tightrope. If you have too much
energy, you fall off one way, if you
don’t have enough, you fall off the
other way, and it’s a constant
adjustment with your energy, so that you
can stay in balance. "Well, I had this
mental state come up before, I’m going
to put this much energy and make it go
away." Sometimes, sometimes not. It
depends on how you apply the energy and
how you are able to adjust in the
appropriate way. As you go deeper into
the jhanas, it’s a finer, and finer
adjustment with your energy. Now the
next word in here is "mindfulness". Now
"mindfulness" is another of those words
– everybody’s supposed to know what
mindfulness is, right? What’s the
definition of "mindfulness"?
S: ~
BV:
Say it again?
S: ~
BV:
Seeing before the doing? In a very
general way, yes, that’s right. But,
when you’re sitting in meditation and
you’re getting into these deeper states,
it’s observing the movement of mind’s
attention from one thing to another, and
seeing it impersonally, seeing it as a
process. Now you’re sitting in
meditation, you have a pain arise in
your knee. How do you handle the pain
arising in your knee? When you’re
practicing the way that I’m showing you
right now, you notice the first thing is
that your mind begins to think about the
sensation: "I wish it would stop, I wish
it would go away, I hate it when it’s
there." All of those thoughts cause the
sensation to get bigger and more
intense. So, the first thing we have to
do is make the decision to let go of the
thoughts about the pain, and relax,
because that has caused tension and
tightness to arise. The next thing you
notice is that there is a tight mental
fist around that sensation. The truth
is, when a sensation arises, it’s there.
That is the Dhamma. That’s the truth.
What you do with the truth, right here,
right now, dictates what happens in the
future. If you resist the truth, if you
try to control the truth, if you try to
make the truth be the way you want it to
be, you can look forward to a lot of
suffering. Continually, over and over
and over again until you learn that you
have to accept the truth that it’s
there. Relax, and allow that truth to do
whatever it wants to do. If it wants to
bounce around, it can bounce around, if
it wants to go to another place in your
body, it can go to another place in your
body, it doesn’t matter. Allow that
feeling to be. Relax, come back to your
object of meditation.
TT:
35:01
Now
the sensation we call pain, and if
you’ll remember, I was telling you that
pain is a concept. It’s made up of a lot
of tiny little things that arise and
pass away. How does pain arise? When you
look at Dependent Origination, you will
see that there is a feeling that arises,
and that feeling is unpleasant, it’s
painful. The next thing you’ll see is
that mind, it grabs onto that and says:
"I don’t like that." That is craving.
And then you’ll have thoughts, the story
about how you don’t like it and how you
want it to disappear. That’s key. And
this process happens over and over and
over again. So, when you let go of the
thoughts and relax, you let the feeling
be, and relax, you’re letting go of the
attachment to that sensation. The nature
of these kinds of sensations is that
they don’t go away right away. So, it’s
going to be bouncing back and forth. You
let it go, you relax, you come back to
your object of meditation, you might get
one wish in, you might not, before it
goes back. And then the same thing
happens all over again. How did that
happen? Right before that pain became so
incredibly tense, and tight, what
happened right before that? And what
happened right before that? What
happened before that? As you start to
see how this sensation arose, you will
start to see, through very strong
mindfulness, that this is part of a
process, and as you let go of different
parts of the process, there’s balance in
your mind and the emergency disappears.
The one that says: "I have to get up,
and move, I can’t stand this anymore",
it will disappear. Now, sometimes the
pain goes away, and sometimes it
doesn’t. But if it doesn’t go away,
there is very strong balance of mind, so
that it doesn’t even pull your attention
to it, and you don’t pay attention to
it. So mindfulness is the observation
power of the mind that sees mind’s
attention move from one thing to another
thing to another thing. As your
mindfulness gets deeper, you start to
see more and more clearly all of the
little parts of the distraction. As you
start to understand and let go of that
distraction, eventually the distraction
doesn’t pull your mind to it anymore,
there’s a sense of relief and you get
into a jhana. Now, I say that with pain,
but it doesn’t matter whether it’s
physical or mental, you treat all of
these in the same way.
TT:
39:05
One of
the things that I’ve noticed happening
in this country is, that when you start
talking about the five aggregates, you
say there’s body, there’s feelings,
there’s perception, there’s volition,
there’s consciousness. Feeling, they’re
trying to make it just a mental
definition. And then they say: "Well you
have these feelings come up; we need to
work with these feelings so you can get
rid of these feelings. And that’s not
what the Buddha was teaching at all. He
was teaching that feeling is pleasant,
and painful. It doesn’t matter if it’s
sadness, if it’s anger, if it’s fear, if
it’s anxiety, if it’s depression, it
doesn’t matter what kind of mental
feeling that is, you need to see it for
what it truly is, and how that process
works. As you start letting go of the
craving, the feeling loses a lot of its
energy, and stops pulling your attention
to it. You start gaining more and more a
sense of balance, in your mind, which
happens to be the next part of this
which is equanimity.
Equanimity is always balance in your
mind. It’s not the mind that goes on the
roller coaster of: "I like this, I don’t
like that, I like this, I don’t like
that." It’s the mind that says: "Ok,
this is here right now, so what." It’s
not indifference. Indifference, it has
aversion in it. Equanimity is extreme
clarity of being able to see things with
this balance. The equanimity helps very
much with being able to see everything
as being part of an impersonal process.
Why is that important? If you take
whatever arises personally, in your mind
you’re saying: "This is me, this is who
I am." And you’re not seeing the four
noble truths the way they truly are, and
this is really important. If you don’t
see the four noble truths, that means
you have ignorance. Now what’s the base
word of "ignorance"? To ignore. That
means you’re ignoring the truth of how
things arise and how they work, you’re
ignoring that there’s suffering, there’s
a cause of suffering, there’s is a way
to let go of that suffering. There is
letting go of the suffering and a way of
letting go of the suffering. There is
that, but you’re ignoring that by taking
this feeling and saying: "This is me,
this is who I am." And because you
ignore it you cause yourself more and
more suffering, more and more pain, more
and more anxiety, depression, whatever
it happens to be.
Ok,
let’s get back to this:
MN:
He
understood thus: ‘ So indeed, these
states, not having been, come into
being: having been they vanish.’
Regarding those states he abided
un-attracted, un-repelled, independent,
detached, free, dissociated, with a mind
rid of barriers. He understood: ‘There
is an escape beyond this’, and with the
cultivation of that attainment, he
confirmed that there is.
BV: So
you’re in the second jhana, you still
have the feeling there’s more work to
do.
MN:
7]
"Again, monks, with the fading away as
well of joy, Sariputta abided in
equanimity, and mindful, and fully
aware, still feeling happiness with his
body, he entered upon and abided in the
third Jhana, on account of which noble
ones announce: ‘He has a pleasant
abiding who has equanimity and is
mindful’.
8]
"And the states in the third Jhana - the
equanimity,
TT:
44:33
BV:
When you get into the third jhana, well
let’s go back a little bit. When you’re
in the first jhana, you can still have
distracting thoughts and you still have
some thinking mind. When you get into
the second jhana, this is where true
noble silence begins to take hold. You
can’t make a wish, when you’re
practicing Loving-Kindness because it
causes your head to get tightness in it.
You let go of making the wish and you
just feel the wish. If you try to
verbalize when you’re in the second
jhana, it causes a lot of tightness, so
you let go of that, so now there’s true
noble silence. When you get into the
third jhana, the joy doesn’t arise
anymore. Now, one of the things that I
do when I teach is I don’t talk to you
about which jhana you’re in, I let you
figure that out for yourself. Doesn’t
matter, because these are just stages,
but certain things happen. But they’re
like signposts for me so I know how to
talk to you about what your experience
is. They help me to be able to help you.
Now when you get into the third jhana,
it’s always kind of comical, especially
when this is the first time you’ve ever
experienced getting into the third
jhana, because you’re so used to having
this joy, that all of a sudden, it
disappears, and you come into the
interview and start out: "How is your
meditation going?" ̶ "Well, it’s ok, but
I don’t have any more joy." ̶ "Yeah,
ok." ̶ "But you don’t understand, I
don’t have any more joy, it’s always
there!" And I say: "Yeah, yeah, ok. Do
you feel more balance in your mind than
you ever felt before?" ̶ "Well, yeah,
but there’s no joy!" ̶ "Ok, do you feel
really, truly, happy? Do you feel
comfortable in your mind and in your
body like you’ve never felt before?" ̶
"Yes." And I say: "Good, continue. You
don’t have to have joy." So when you get
into the third jhana, the joy
disappears, but there are other things
that take its place, the highest feeling
that you can experience is equanimity,
that balance. And the balance starts to
get real good. When you get into the
third jhana, as you go deeper into that
jhana, you start loosing body parts;
you’ll be sitting and all of a sudden:
"I don’t feel my hands." Or "I don’t
feel my legs." Or "My shoulder
disappeared." When you get into the
third jhana, you let go of a lot of
mental tension. When you let go of a lot
of mental tension, you start letting go
of a lot of physical tension. And that’s
what you feel in your body. When you’re
sitting in meditation and you feel
something in your body, it’s because
there’s mental tension that caused that
physical tension to arise. As you go
deeper into your third jhana, you’re
letting go of all of this, all of a
sudden you start losing feeling, unless
there is contact. Can come up and I can
touch you, and you’ll know that it
happened, but you have a balanced mind,
you have this equanimity. So it doesn’t
make your mind shake, it doesn’t make
your mind flutter. It just says: "Ok,
there was a touch. Never mind, relax and
come back to your object of meditation."
There is a very strong balance that
occurs. And you’ll feel more comfortable
than you’ve ever felt, very much at ease
in your body, you mind is very, very
calm, like looking out on a pond that
doesn’t have any ripples in it, very
peaceful.
MN: 8]
"And the states in the third Jhana - the
equanimity, the happiness, the
mindfulness, the full awareness,
BV:
Now you see you still have mindfulness,
you’re still able to see movements that
arise, and you have full awareness at
all of the sense doors. You still hear
sounds; you open up your eyes, you will
be able to see things, but you have this
equanimity that doesn’t run to them and
grab onto them anymore.
TT:
50:00
MN:
and the unification of mind;
BV:
Your mind becomes very tranquil, very
unified. It’s not so one pointed that it
just stays on one object. That means
there’s not mindfulness there, that’s
absorption concentration. It’s seeing
with a very still mind. And you’re able
to watch when movements first start to
arise. And you can let them go and
relax. You’ll start to see that mind
starts to flutter a little bit, and then
it flutters faster and faster, and then
it can get distracted. You’ll see how
that process works. And when you start
to see this fluttering, if you relax
right then, then your mind stays on your
object of meditation.
MN:
the contact, feeling, perception,
volition and mind;
BV:
Still, we have the five aggregates here.
MN:
the enthusiasm, decision, energy,
mindfulness, equanimity, and attention -
these states were defined by him one by
one as they occurred;
BV:
Again, one of the things that I’ve
noticed when I came to this country is
that everybody that talked about jhana,
they had the idea that all of these
different states in the jhana all
happened at the same time. But right
here, you can see that these were
defined by Sariputta one by one as they
occurred. They don’t all happen at the
same time. So, that’s another slight
difference between the absorption
concentration and the samatha vipassana
that I’m talking about.
MN:
known to him those states arose, known
they were present, known they
disappeared. He understood thus: ‘So
indeed, these states, not having been,
come into being; having been they
vanish’.
BV:
Anicca.
MN:
Regarding
those states, he abided un-attracted,
un-repelled, independent, detached,
free, dissociated, with a mind rid of
barriers. He understood: ‘There is an
escape beyond this’, and with the
cultivation of that attainment, he
confirmed that there is.
9]
"Again, monks, with the abandoning of
pleasure
BV: Now, even the happiness gets to
be too coarse a feeling.
MN:
with the
abandoning of pleasure and pain, with
the previous disappearance of joy and
grief, Sariputta entered upon and abided
in the fourth Jhana, which has
neither-pleasure-nor-pain and purity of
mindfulness due to equanimity.
BV: It
doesn’t mean that there cannot be a pain
arise, or a pleasurable feeling arise,
it means that it doesn’t make your mind
shake. You see it for what it is, and
you have this balance towards it. Now,
you don’t really have any sensations
arising in your body. But again, if an
ant walks on you, you know it. But you
have such equanimity that it doesn’t
bother you or a mosquito comes and she
bites you, it’s ok, so what, no big
deal.
TT:
54:10
Now one of the mistakes that an awful
lot of people have, when they are
talking about jhana is they think that
the jhana only arises while you’re doing
your sitting meditation. And you can
take any one of these jhanas and stay
with the jhana while you get up and do
your walking meditation. You can have
equanimity when you’re washing the
dishes. You can have equanimity while
you are taking a bath, or going to the
bathroom. But it takes staying with your
object of meditation. And really being
focused on your object of meditation. In
any one of the jhanas, you can have them
during your daily activities, this is
one of the reasons why I’m real adamant
I guess you might say, about keeping
your meditation going all the time, I
don’t care what you’re doing, it’s part
of the practice. Everything that you do
is a part of the practice if you
practice that way, if you do that. Our
habit is to kind of forget and get
caught up in our daily stuff, and forget
about the meditation, and then come back
and sit, and then it takes a little
while to get back into your meditation,
that’s our habit. But, I want you to be
very aware of what your mind is doing
all the time. Stay in that meditation
state as much as you possibly can
remember to do it.
Now, one of the functions of mindfulness
is to remember. To remember what? To
remember to stay with watching mind’s
attention and how it moves from one
thing to another. How to let things go,
relax, and come back to your object of
meditation. Very important.
Now, when you get into the fourth jhana,
because there is contact when you’re
walking, you will feel sensation on your
feet. You don’t feel anything in between
your head and your feet, unless it
happens to be windy, then you start
feeling that, but that’s because there
is contact.
Try to develop the mind that is alert
all the time. Takes practice, not easy,
but it’s definitely worth while. As you
become more aware with your daily
activities how your mindfulness slips,
and the hindrance arises, then the
hindrances will be let go of more
quickly if you’re alert to how the
process works, and you can have
happiness with you all of the time. And
the happiness is not a giddy kind of
happiness; this is a happiness of not
having the suffering, not identifying
with the thoughts and feelings that
arise, seeing them for what they are.
Just thoughts, just feelings, let them
be, relax, come back.
Now, one of the interesting things that
I ran across in the Saṃyutta Nikāya, was
a section on Loving-Kindness meditation,
that had to do with the factors of
enlightenment. And this particular sutta
was a real revelation to me, because it
starts talking about practicing
Loving-Kindness in the fourth jhana. Now
the reason that it’s a revelation to me
was because I had always heard and
definitely believed that Loving-Kindness
can only take you to the third jhana.
But there it is in the sutta, talking
about it being in the fourth jhana. And
it’s talking about the Brahma Vihāras.
Now, I was always told that the Brahma
Vihāras, that is Loving-Kindness,
Compassion, Sympathetic Joy, or
Altruistic Joy, and Equanimity. The
Compassion only goes to the third jhana,
the Joy goes to the third jhana,
Equanimity goes to the fourth jhana. But
when I was reading this sutta, I was
truly amazed, because it says:
Loving-Kindness goes to the fourth
jhana, Equanimity [Compassion] goes to
the realm of infinite space, fifth
jhana, the first arupa jhana, Joy goes
to the realm of infinite consciousness,
and Equanimity goes to the realm of
nothingness. The practice that I’m
actually teaching you, when you practice
Loving-Kindness is not just
Loving-Kindness. It is the practice of
the Brahma Vihāras. And it’s real
interesting when these sort of things
arise.
Anyway –
TT:
1:01:00
MN:
10] "And the states in the fourth Jhana
- the equanimity, the
neither-pleasant-nor-painful feeling,
the mental unconcern due to tranquility,
BV:
Isn’t that an interesting statement?
MN:
the purity of mindfulness, and the
unification of mind; the contact,
feeling, perception, volition and mind;
BV:
The five aggregates are still here. Now
too many times, I run across an awful
lot of teachers that are very adamant
about: "If you’re doing Mindfulness of
Breathing, when you get to the fourth
jhana, you don’t breath through your
lungs anymore." And that’s not
necessarily true. You still have body,
you still have contact, that means,
you’re still breathing. It’s not
breathing through the skin, it’s
breathing. What they’re talking about is
when you get to the fourth absorption
jhana. But that’s not the same jhana as
we’re talking about here.
MN:
the enthusiasm, decision, energy,
mindfulness, equanimity, and attention -
these states were defined by him one by
one as they occurred;
BV:
Still has his mindfulness, still has his
full awareness of what’s happening as it
arises. Mind is not glued to one
particular thing. There’s still
movements that need to be observed.
MN:
known to him those states arose, known
they were present, known they
disappeared. He understood thus: . . .
and with the cultivation of that
attainment he confirmed that there is.
BV:
When the meditator gets to the fourth
jhana, they give up their rookie status;
you’re not a rookie anymore. Now you’ve
become an advanced meditator.
MN:
11] "Again, monks, with the complete
surmounting of perceptions of form, with
the disappearance of perceptions of
sensory impact, with non-attention to
perceptions of diversity,
BV:
That’s kind of a bad translation. It’s
not non-attention, it’s knowing that
there is change, but mind isn’t shaky,
mind isn’t going to that change.
MN:
aware that ‘Space is Infinite,’
Sariputta entered upon and abided in the
base of Infinite Space.
BV:
Now what’s that experience all about?
You have very strong equanimity, and all
of a sudden you start feeling an
expansion that arises. If you’re
practicing Loving-Kindness meditation,
this is where the Loving-Kindness turns
into Compassion, which is a very
different kind of feeling, I won’t
describe it to you, you have to describe
it to me, and I’ll confirm whether
that’s really it or not. But it is a
different kind of feeling. And with that
feeling, there is a continual expansion
in all directions at the same time. But
there’s no center point. There’s just an
expansion feeling, and that’s what
infinite space is. It’s a feeling of
space being infinite; it just keeps
going and going and going. Very
pleasant. And this is the state that so
many people, when they talk about the
Buddha’s infinite compassion, this is
the state that he was actually
experiencing, he did this every morning.
Of getting into the realm of infinite
space with the Compassion, as his object
of meditation.
TT:
1:05:43
MN:
12] "And the states in the base of
Infinite Space - the perception of the
base of Infinite Space and the
unification of mind; the contact,
feeling, perception, volition and mind;
BV:
Still have the five aggregates, even
though you’re in arupa jhana. This says
that you’re still practicing the four
foundations of mindfulness even while
you are in arupa jhana state.
MN:
the enthusiasm, decision, energy,
mindfulness, equanimity, and attention -
these states were defined by him one by
one as they occurred; known to him they
arose, known they were present, known
they disappeared. He understood thus: .
. . and with the cultivation of that
attainment, he confirmed that there is.
13]
"Again, monks, by completely surmounting
the base of Infinite Space, aware that
‘Consciousness is Infinite’, Sariputta
entered upon and abided in the base of
‘Infinite Consciousness’.
BV:
This is a real interesting state. For
one thing, the Compassion feeling
changes again to a feeling of altruistic
joy, but that’s not really a good
definition, I haven’t run across one
yet. But is a feeling that’s very
different from the Compassion. Now what
happens is, your awareness starts to be
so good and so sharp that you start to
see individual consciousnesses arise and
pass away, arise and pass away, arise
and pass away. You are seeing first
hand, how truly impermanent really is.
There’s no doubt in your mind anymore,
that everything really is impermanent.
And, after you sit with that for a
little while, it’s kind of comical,
because people will come to me they’ll
and say: "Well, yeah, I’m seeing all
these consciousnesses, the eye, the ear,
the nose, the tongue, the body, and
mind. You’re seeing all these
consciousnesses arise and pass away and
it’s really tiresome." What you’re
seeing now is not only impermanence, but
you’re seeing suffering. And you’re
seeing there’s nobody home, there’s no
control over this stuff, it happens all
by itself. You’re seeing up close and
personal anicca, dukkha, anatta, while
you’re in the arupa jhana. And this is
really an amazing state. It answers a
lot of questions that you ever had
before of, everybody talks about things
happening so fast, now your awareness is
so sharp, you’re seeing them. And it
really is interesting, if not a little
tiresome after awhile, because they keep
on arising and passing away. It doesn’t
matter whether you’re doing your walking
meditation, you’re eating, or anything
you’re seeing all these consciousnesses
continually.
MN:
14] "And the states in the base of
‘Infinite Consciousness’ - the
perception of the base of ‘Infinite
Consciousness’ and the unification of
mind; the contact, feeling, perception,
volition, and mind;
BV:
Still have the five aggregates here.
MN:
the enthusiasm, decision, energy,
mindfulness, equanimity, and attention -
these states were defined by him one by
one as they occurred; known to him those
states arose, known they were present,
known they disappeared. He understood
thus . . . and with the cultivation of
that attainment, he confirmed that there
is.
TT:
1:10:17
BV: As
you go deeper into your meditation,
MN:
15] "Again, monks, by completely
surmounting the base of Infinite
Consciousness, aware that there is
‘Nothing’, Sariputta entered upon and
abided in the base of ‘Nothingness’.
BV:
This is an incredibly interesting thing.
Where before, you were seeing everything
outside of the body, now you’re not
seeing anything. But you’re still seeing
different movements of mind, but it’s
not outside of mind.
MN:
16] "And the states in the base of
‘Nothingness’
BV:
Oh, by the way, where you were feeling
Joy before, now you are feeling
Equanimity that is very, very strong,
and you have this balance of mind. This
particular state of mind is by far, the
most interesting state that you can
experience in the meditation. You still
have the energy thing, and the energy
becomes really, really subtle. If you
don’t put quite enough energy into
watching that Equanimity, your mind gets
dull. You don’t have sleepiness, but
there’s a dullness that occurs. If you
put a little bit too much energy in,
your mind gets restless. And because of
the way the hindrances work, they don’t
just come one at a time. If you have
restlessness arise, because you put in
too much energy, you’re not in that
jhana anymore; you’re caught by the
hindrance. But it’s not just, say the
restlessness, but it’s the restlessness
and the dislike of the restlessness. So
you have two hindrances that you get to
work with. But it’s quite easy to let
that go and balance your energy by this
time. But it’s like walking the finest
rope you’ve ever seen, you know, it’s
like walking on a spider web, it’s that
fine. And the balance, it just takes a
little twit, a little twerp, and pwit,
and you’re knocked off balance. And then
you have to work with that, relax, and
come back. And then, not quite enough.
And this is where working with the
energy is incredibly interesting.
Not this is an interesting part of this
particular state of mind.
MN:
16] "And the states in the base of
‘Nothingness’ - the perception of the
base of ‘Nothingness’ and the
unification of mind; the contact,
feeling, perception, volition and mind,
BV:
Still have the five aggregates. Still
practicing the four foundations of
mindfulness.
MN:
the zeal, decision, energy, mindfulness,
equanimity, and attention - these states
were defined by him one by one as they
occurred; known to him those states
arose, known they were present, known
they disappeared. He understood thus: .
. . and with the cultivation of that
attainment, he confirmed that there is.
BV:
Now this is the state that when he [the
Buddha] was a bodhisatta, he got to this
state in absorption concentration, and
went to the teacher and said: "Is there
more?" And the teacher said; "Nope,
that’s it. You can teach right along
beside me. Come, help." The Bodhisatta
said: "Nope, not satisfied with that. He
still saw that there’s more. There’s
more to this.
Ok –
MN:
17] "Again, monks, by completely
surmounting the base of ‘Nothingness’
Sariputta entered upon and abided in the
base of neither perception nor
non-perception.
TT:
1:15:08
BV:
Now, if you look at it this way, when
you start meditating your mind has these
kind of movements. As you get deeper in
your meditation, the movement become
less and less. When you get into the
arupa jhanas, it starts turning into
vibration. As you go higher into the
jhana the vibration becomes faster and
finer. When you get to the state of
neither-perception-nor-non-perception,
there’s slight movement, but it’s really
hard to tell. Mind is there, but it’s
hard to perceive. When you’re practicing
the Brahma Vihāras, they will take you
to the realm of nothingness, and that’s
as high as you can go, with the Brahma
Vihāras, because –
MN:
18] "He (Sariputta) emerged mindful from
that attainment
BV:
Mind is so subtle, it’s hard to tell
whether it’s there or not, and the only
way you know that you’ve experienced
that experience, is, when you come out,
you start reflecting on what you saw.
Feeling is still there, although it’s
subtle. And perception is kind of there
and kind of not. So the only way you
know that you’ve experienced this is by
reflecting on what you’ve done while you
were sitting. Now this is the time when
I’ll come to someone and I’ll say: "I
really want you to make sure that you’ve
developed that habit of relaxing,
continually, all the time." So when you
get into this state, you’re doing this
as an automatic. Now what is the
relaxing doing? When you relax, the
movement becomes less and less, until
you finally get to a state that you
can’t really see it, but it’s still
vibrating a bit.
MN:
Having done so, he contemplated the
states that had passed, ceased and
changed, thus:
BV: So
you still have that, even though you get
into the
neither-perception-nor-non-perception.
MN:
‘So indeed, these states, not having
been, come into being; having been they
vanished. Regarding those states, he
abided un-attracted, un-repelled,
independent, detached, free,
dissociated, with a mind rid of
barriers. He understood: ‘There is an
escape beyond this,’ and with the
cultivation of that attainment, he
confirmed that there is.
BV: So
he still knows that there’s some more
work to do. As he keeps relaxing more
and more, that vibration becomes so
still, that all of a sudden, it stops.
MN:
19] "Again, monks, by completely
surmounting the base of neither
perception nor non-perception, Sariputta
entered upon and abided in the cessation
of perception and feeling.
BV:
Just like somebody turned the lights
off. Click. There’s nothing there.
There’s no perception, there’s no
feeling.
MN:
And his taints were destroyed by his
seeing with wisdom.
BV:
You remember that word that I talked
about at the start of this, "wisdom". So
what is it saying? What happens is: the
state of the cessation of perception and
feeling occurred. And it’s going to last
as long as it’s going to last. When
perception and feeling return, you have
a chance of seeing exactly, clearly,
with very sharp mindfulness every one of
the steps of Dependent Origination. And
you will see how: when this doesn’t
arise, that doesn’t arise. You’ll see
the cessation, and with the final
letting go of ignorance, of seeing the
four noble truths and applying it to
everything, that’s when Nibbana occurs.
That’s when all the taints are
destroyed. That’s how the end of this
process works.
TT:
1:20:03
MN:
20] "He emerged mindful from that
attainment. Having done so, he recalled
the states that had passed, ceased, and
changed, thus: ‘So indeed, these states,
not having been, come into being; having
been, they vanish.’
BV: He
saw all of the states of Dependent
Origination and how they cease to be.
MN:
Regarding those states, he abided
un-attracted, un-repelled, independent,
detached, free, dissociated, with a mind
rid of barriers. He understood: ‘There
is no escape beyond this,’ and with the
cultivation of that attainment, he
confirmed that there is not’.
BV:
That’s it, can’t go any further. Now
when that happened, his mind became so
incredibly clear, his understanding of
Dependent Origination as a true process,
his understanding was absolutely
unshakable. And with that he let go of
everything that would possibly cause his
mind to become unwholesome. He only had
wholesome thoughts arise.
MN:
21]
"Monks, rightly speaking, were it to be
said of anyone: ‘He has attained mastery
and perfection in noble virtue, attained
mastery and perfection in noble
collectedness, attained mastery and
perfection in noble wisdom, attained
mastery and perfection in noble
deliverance,’ it is of Sariputta indeed
that rightly speaking this should be
said.
22]
"Monks, rightly speaking, were it to be
said of anyone: ‘He is the son of the
Blessed One, born of his breast, born of
his mouth, born of the Dhamma, created
by the Dhamma, an heir in the Dhamma,
not an heir in material things,’ it is
of Sariputta indeed that rightly
speaking this should be said.
23]
"Monks, the matchless Wheel of Dhamma
set rolling by the Tathagata is kept
rolling rightly by Sariputta."
That
is what the Blessed One said. The Monks
were satisfied and delighted in the
Blessed One’s words.
BV:
And now we’ll hear, from all the devas
that are listening, the Hallelujah
Chorus. (Laughter) Now I know that this
has been a long talk again, sorry. But
this particular sutta, it shows exactly
that vipassana and samatha, they’re
strung together, they’re yoked together,
just like two oxen that are pulling a
cart. They are tied together and they
will take the cart wherever you want it
to go. And we need to practice them, not
singly, but we need to practice them
together, as Sariputta showed in his
experience of the meditation. What I’m
showing you is that slight difference in
the meditation about letting go of the
distraction, and relaxing, that one
extra step put into your practice
changes the entire practice so you’ll be
able to see everything that Sariputta
saw. You can! It does happen! I promise!
And one of the things that’s real
amazing is, I’ve run across too many
monks that have this idea that it’s
impossible to obtain Nibbana in this
lifetime, so why even try? But I’m here
to tell you, it is attainable. Simple
instruction. Let go of any distraction,
relax, come back to your object of
meditation. Too simple. We like things
to be complicated.
TT
1:25:03
See
how mind’s attention moves. I have
students that have all of these things
that they’re talking about here. I won’t
claim that any of them are arahats, but
they have seen Dependent Origination for
real, and they understand it very
deeply. So I know that these things are
possible, and, a lot of people have this
idea that it takes a long time to be
able to experience all of these things.
I had one student that, she was ready to
meditate. She asked other people how to
meditate, she was going to Thai temples,
and they only spoke Thai. But she was
still trying to follow what they were
saying. She came to an eight day
retreat, and in eight days she did
experience the state of nothingness. In
eight days. And that goes along with
what the Buddha was talking about, of
this Dhamma is immediately effective.
You can see it right here, right now.
Practice. Doesn’t matter what you’re
doing. Watch what mind is up to. If you
start identifying with your
dissatisfaction of this, or your like of
that, as soon as you’re aware that mind
is doing that, let it go, relax, come
back to an object of meditation. Now
most of you I’m teaching
Loving-Kindness. Why? There are certain
advantages for practicing
Loving-Kindness meditation. And one of
those advantages is that your progress
in the meditation is faster with
Loving-Kindness that it is with any
other kind of meditation. And because
I’m teaching you that there is the four
foundations of mindfulness in this, it
is working towards that end goal. It
really does work, I promise. The only
thing is, don’t add anything, don’t
subtract anything, just, when your mind
becomes distracted, let go of the
distraction, relax, and come back. It
goes back to that distraction, pay
attention to how did that happen? What
happened first? What happened after
that? What happened after that? When you
start seeing that, you are starting to
see Dependent Origination. You’re
starting to see how you cause your own
pain by having an opinion or a concept
that’s contrary to what’s happening
right here, right now. And you’re
causing your own pain. It’s not someone
else doing something that’s causing your
pain, it’s your own attachment to the
pain. What is the attachment? The
attachment is: "This is my pain and this
is who I am. It’s me. And I don’t like
it and I want it to be different." See
how much pain you cause yourself. The
hindrances are incredibly important,
because they’re showing you where your
attachments are. When you start seeing
how the hindrance arises, how it pulls
your mind[’s attention] away and you
start letting go little by little, then
you will be able to experience the
jhanas. And the jhanas again, they’re
not some pie in the sky thing to talk
about, jhanas can happen very easily in
a short period of time depending on your
doing the practice in the correct way.
TT:
1:30:06
Now I
want to stress that this is NOT my
practice, I am reading these things to
you from the Buddha’s teaching. I don’t
have anything to do with this stuff. I
practice it, but it’s not me. It’s not,
quote, my method. It’s the Buddha’s
method.
So the
more you can closely observe how the
Buddha was teaching, the more you’ll see
for yourself, that the Buddha was right.
I don’t have any doubt at all, whether
he was right or not. You might be able
to tell, by the way that I give Dhamma
talks, because I have a lot of
confidence in the Buddha’s teaching. I
don’t have any doubt in his teaching at
all. I would like that for you. So that
when you’re practicing you can actually
see and confirm these things for
yourself. You know, in the Kalama sutta,
it talks very much about: don’t believe
what’s written, and don’t believe what’s
traditional and don’t believe anything.
The Buddha said: "Don’t even believe
me." Go out and do it on your own.
Confirm it for yourself.
Ok. So
I’ve been talking for a real long time,
does anybody have any questions?
Yes.
S: ~~
mindfulness in front of him, what does
that mean?
BV: It
means that he’s watching what arises in
his mind. It’s an [old] English kind of
expression. But establishing mindfulness
in front of you means what’s in front of
you right now, what kind of thoughts are
you experiencing right now? Observing
what’s in front of you right at that
moment means seeing what’s happening at
that moment.
Yeah
S: ~
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BV:
The difference is, one is a commentary
and one is a sutta.
S: ~
BV:
The actual experience goes more with the
sutta; the reason that what you’re
asking is, is because of not having that
extra step.
S: I
thought you were going to say that.
Laughter
BV: It
changed everything; it is a form of
absorption concentration that was
developed, and these insight knowledges,
the way that they have occurred. Mahasi
Sayadaw was really amazing, because he
took nine insight knowledges out of the
Visuddhimagga and made it sixteen. But
it doesn’t . . .
S: ~
BV:
It’s a kind of absorption, yes. Because
even moment to moment concentration,
it’s not the seeing how that process
works. It’s just seeing one part of the
process and then putting a label on it,
or not. Yeah.
S: ~
TT:
1:35:00
BV:
Laughs
S: ~
BV: Go
ahead,
S: ~
BV:
Yeah, I know, and I was hoping nobody
was going to ask me that question,
because it’s tough. You get to places
where there is, it’s kind of like a
blackout. There’s a stop, but it’s not
the same as the cessation of perception
and feeling. There is still a slight
feeling in the blackout. It’s still
there. Now, what’s real different is
what happens after that, and that is,
when you’re practicing insight
knowledges, you have the reviewing of
all the insight knowledges. When you’re
practicing the way it said in the sutta,
what you see after the cessation of
perception and feeling is Dependent
Origination. This is the core teaching
of the Buddha. And that’s where our
wisdom is developed, by seeing that.
S: ~
BV:
Well another thing they talk about is
right before this blackout occurs, you
see … the importance in the insight
knowledges is seeing impermanence,
suffering and not self. And right before
that occurs, according to Mahasi
Sayadaw, you see the impermanence, three
or four times very quickly in a row, or
you see the suffering three or four
times quickly in a row, or you see the
anatta three or four times quickly in a
row, and then there’s this blackout.
That doesn’t occur in the suttas ever,
and I confirmed that with the Mingun
Sayadaw, the monk that was so incredibly
bright. He was telling me that there was
a lot of differences between the
commentaries and the suttas. And I asked
him to confirm a lot of things that I
had studied because I had practiced
straight vipassana for twenty years.
After I had this experience, I wanted
some confirmation so I was going to
these monks that while I was in Burma
that were very advanced in their
understanding, and I wanted to find out.
And when I go to someone like him and I
say: "Is there such a thing as access
concentration or moment to moment
concentration in the suttas?" And he
says: "No." It makes me wonder whether I
had been practicing the right practice
after twenty years. What was that
experience? So then I started going to
the suttas, but because I was still
taking the commentary as the main
source, I couldn’t understand the
suttas, until I had somebody tell me to
take the commentaries, just leave them
alone, and just delve into the suttas,
and then it all became very clear.
S: ~
BV:
No.
S: ~
BV:
Impersonal.
S: ~
BV:
There’s a lot of things that are
uncontrollable. (Laughs)
S:
BV:
No, it’s not a clear . . .
S:
BV:
Yeah, yeah.
TT:
1:40:00
BV: In
a way you can look at anatta and you can
say yes, it is uncontrollable, but
impersonal is a much better translation.
Because every time you take something
personally that means there’s "I am
there", there’s that belief. And it’s a
false belief, but it’s still there. "I
am that." When you say: "Impersonal" it
means there’s just these things rolling
along. They’re not personal at all,
they’re impersonal. I worked a long
time, coming up with that word,
actually. One of my favorite books is
going to a thesaurus. And I don’t just
go to one. I might go to three or four
thesauruses with the same word to come
up with a word that’s easy to understand
and simple, but precise. And I even got
a . . . a student of mine got me an
entomology of English. So now I can go
up and look up all of the different
things about the word to help me as to
whether it’s the right word to use or
not.
Ok,
does anybody else have a question? Is
everybody going to be happy? Is
everybody going to smile? That’s the
important part, too. I mean the
absolutely most important part is:
seeing, letting go, relaxing, coming
back, but put a smile in with that. So
you can do it lightly, so you can have
fun with the meditation. For almost
twenty years, I was way, way serious
with my meditation, and then when I
found out you can have fun and actually
do better in your meditation, that was
another revelation that was quite good.
Ok,
let’s share some merit then.
May
suffering ones, be suffering free
And the
fear struck, fearless be
May the
grieving shed all grief
And may
all beings find relief.
May all
beings share this merit that we have
thus acquired
For the
acquisition of all kinds of happiness.
May
beings inhabiting space and earth
Devas and
nagas of mighty power
Share
this merit of ours.
May they
long protect the Buddha's dispensation.
Sadhu . .
. Sadhu . . . Sadhu . . .
BV:
Right before you go to sleep, please
don’t forget to make the determination
that you wake up in the morning smiling
and happy, and keep that going.
Now
there’s one more determination that I
want you to make. And that is a time
determination. I want you to practice,
and. this takes a little while to get
good at. You make the determination that
I’m going to wake up at five o’clock.
But instead of five o’clock, make it
four fifty eight, and if you have a
second hand, make it four fifty eight
and thirty three. And try to wake up at
that time, but change the time every
day, so it’s not the same time every
day. So the next time, it’s five o one
three. Ok, and when you start being able
to hit that, your determinations are
starting to get strong, and that will be
immeasurable help in the future once you
start getting into the jhanas, making a
determination for sitting for a certain
length of time. And when you get good at
your mastery of jhana, you will be able
to go in and out of a jhana of your
choice, in a blink of an eye. So working
with a determination is a very good
practice. So just start by working with
the time you’re going to wake up and
smiling and happy when you wake up Ok?
Ok. Good.
TT
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